Your worst Nightmare.

Tonight was a typical Friday night in Rexburg Idaho. The restaurants were crowded. The movies were sold out and everyone was having a wonderful time. So why was I not? Well driving through Rexburg brings nothing but what are now sweet memories of the previous Fall of '10. Walking through the isle in Walmart rushed all those tender feelings and over all memories of his sweet aroma through my body. I remember the way he would look at me as I would come around the corner into our kitchen. The way he held me that night under the stars. The tickling of his nose as he pressed it against by hair. I don't think I have ever been so happy in a relationship the way I was last October. I remember well how Excited he got when we watched my first pro football game together. I would give anything to go back to the way things should have been. Driving into Idaho Falls my mind echoed with his laughter, as we sung our favorite Christmas songs. Driving through the red colored trees as we entered the little town that will forever remember our first date. I can still recall the look on his blue eyes when I told him I would love to go to the haunted house. The way our eyes met as we carved pumpkins together that Sunday afternoon. What happened? Where did those feelings go? I'ts not the same, being here "without him." All I have left of him are those haunting memories of the most wonderful time of my life that replay in my mind over and over and over. But I must say this. I am where I am because of him. He showed me that I was worth more than I ever thought I could be. He proved to me that there are Prince charming out there and that I can have my "fairy tale" romance so thank you. FOR EVERYHTING YOU GAVE ME.