New Beginnings

Do you remember the day you realized you were changing in a good way? Maturing? Well last night I was laying in bed and it hit me that the diana that was here last fall is no longer. I realized that there is more to life than just being silly and saying silly things all the time. I'm tired of living the same life. I feel like I'm being held back and I'm ready to break from my shell. I'm like the butterfly ready to come out of the cocoon. I went to church today and this cute guy sat next to me and we got to talking and he was nice and everything... after the meetings we stuck around and mingled and all the boys were coming in and they were good looking but I realized that I just didn't care anymore about wainting to put myself out there. In the last year I've gotten hurt on a few occassions and I know thats part of learning and why we are here but it's no longer up to me. I will now leave it in the hands of my Heavenly Father and when the time is right then its right. In the mean time I've got BIG goals for myself and I'm really excited because this will me a wonderful semester for me. With someone or by myself I will come out of it a better person.